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I used to make a point of only favoriting things that lots and lots of users hadn't already favorited. In collection though emoticons, etc are an exception. Every so often I'd comb through and remove things that had suddenly or over time become very very popular.

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The Cat Vs The Grinch by p64ever
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I'm not used to doing critiques so if this comes across as more like a comment try and cut me a little slack, alright? I guess you'd ca...

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Rewarding Job: In progress (progression = linear, fairly straightforward and with concrete steps forward).
Decent Relationships: In progress(?).
Spiritual goals: Pretty much met (so don't bother trying to proselytize me).

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My father having recently become aware that yes, he too is made of the same stuff as us lesser mortals is theatrically making a big deal about it and making these baseless assumptions about how if he has health problems too that must mean he must therefore also be dying and so he is redoubling his efforts to control my every waking moment... telling me what he feels I should like and think and what it is I should want to go be doing even more than he ever has before.  I'm not a carbon copy of him and so... this doesn't work. It does get "in my head" and rattle me though while I am attempting to do things.  Which is probably why he does it.  When he sees I am in the middle of stuff.  Yes, tells me which opinions (his) I ought to have, that the things I like and am interested in are all bad and wrong and that I should like the ones he tells me to (which are his preferences) instead and also that I am no good at anything plus he feels he is better than me at everything.  I'll try humoring him with "Uh-huh. Hmm. Yeah? That's interesting..." type generic half listening answers but it's still frustrating and eventually I explode about how... no, I SHOULD have some say in what it is that I think, feel and like and that he isn't the one who decides all of that... which is bad, because then he gets super mega ultra offended and takes it out on the rest of the family because he is angry at me.  Also my brother continues being physically violent towards me and my mother. I have to MAKE my father force him to apologize and then they both get mad at me... like I'm supposed to pretend a mentally retarded fella whupping his mother and brother any time he gets upset is fine and good. :rage:
Looks at how houses cost in the hundreds of thousands.
>_>
Sees how cars cost in the tens of thousands.
<_<
Looks at how rings cost in the thousands.
>_<
Notices the majority of high school diploma required and bachelors degree holding jobs tend to pay just in the tens per hour.
<_>
Sees that he just has a double digit sum in his bank account.
X_X;
My father is good at these.
One that strikes me as particularly odd is a financial one he does where he throws at me that because I am such a horrible human being for having supposedly cost him so very much money to raise that any and all earnings I make if and when I work from paychecks somehow ought to all go to him.

My mother has always been of the opinion that there should be a feeling of accomplishment you get from the tasks you complete and achievements you receive on your own from the sweat, physical and mental toil of one's own brow.  Dad would tell me that everything which I do manage should only be through his grace of allowing it or helping me and that it is alright for him to be proud of it as something which he did but, not, good heavens no (whatever simply were you thinking you silly boy to even entertain any notion otherwise?), something which I ought to feel any sense of personal accomplishment about.
When I'd protest that "but what sort of incentive then would there be for me in such a set up?" the man would angrily retort that I should just fuck off and/or die.

My father is a strange and not altogether pleasant individual who chooses to perceive others not being as enraptured by him talking about himself and his past as he himself is to be the equivalent to a type of bullying or oppression which he is put upon for having to evidently suffer through.

Though I intensely dislike the man I still find the notion of outright hating him to be conflicting.  On the one hand, he has told me several times to go kill myself. On he other, he is family and as my biological father in that sense sired me.  I do find myself increasingly embarrassed to be related to him though following these attacks, as I get older.  :shrug:

I apologize for emotionally spilling my guts on the page in such a fashion, venting and airing out my dirty laundry as it were.
  • Listening to: reflexive arguing that I must be wrong.
I do not know as much as I would like to about computer programming.  The way I would think of computer languages then is as methods of arranging tasks.  You order the small steps in a particular sequence with special formatting to have the machine go through a more complex process in an organized way. :hmm:
  • Playing: Legend of Grimrock
There are two things which I fear, though not necessarily in this order: One is that no woman may ever want me and the other is that no one would want to hire me.

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scholarwarrior-lad
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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
About me: Ever since I was little I found myself caught and trapped straddling both the worlds of science and art; don't get me wrong though, I don't entirely dislike it.

Like: Science, thinking, observation, people-watching.
Like + dislike: politics, the nature of good and evil.
Dislike: Brattiness, angry mobs, being cut off in traffic, too much conformity.

Watch as I churn out artwork, homework, writing, grind axes and try to find a date... just your typical atypical college student.

Current Residence: United States of America
Favourite genre of music: several
Favourite style of art: fractals, comic book, absurdism, some surrealism, pop
Operating System: varies; usually Windows and the one this human meat bag was born with (my brain & nervous system)
MP3 player of choice: No thank you
Favourite cartoon character: Spider-Man, Ninja Turtles and Canadian animation
Personal Quote: "For the Love of God please don't make an ass of yourself."
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My father having recently become aware that yes, he too is made of the same stuff as us lesser mortals is theatrically making a big deal about it and making these baseless assumptions about how if he has health problems too that must mean he must therefore also be dying and so he is redoubling his efforts to control my every waking moment... telling me what he feels I should like and think and what it is I should want to go be doing even more than he ever has before.  I'm not a carbon copy of him and so... this doesn't work. It does get "in my head" and rattle me though while I am attempting to do things.  Which is probably why he does it.  When he sees I am in the middle of stuff.  Yes, tells me which opinions (his) I ought to have, that the things I like and am interested in are all bad and wrong and that I should like the ones he tells me to (which are his preferences) instead and also that I am no good at anything plus he feels he is better than me at everything.  I'll try humoring him with "Uh-huh. Hmm. Yeah? That's interesting..." type generic half listening answers but it's still frustrating and eventually I explode about how... no, I SHOULD have some say in what it is that I think, feel and like and that he isn't the one who decides all of that... which is bad, because then he gets super mega ultra offended and takes it out on the rest of the family because he is angry at me.  Also my brother continues being physically violent towards me and my mother. I have to MAKE my father force him to apologize and then they both get mad at me... like I'm supposed to pretend a mentally retarded fella whupping his mother and brother any time he gets upset is fine and good. :rage:

Disclaimer:

These writings are the products of this author's fevered imagination so any resemblances to any persons living or deceased are a.) entirely coincidental, or b.) gravely unfortunate.

Hypothetically, which is a preferable way to die? 

53%
10 deviants said Peacefully of old age after having a long, full life.
47%
9 deviants said In a final blaze of glory against overwhelming enemies.

Living Epitaph: Study onward!

"Yes I laugh in the face of death. Now, more work! Wahaha!

Time to do my parents, and my many mentors and the tutors I've had over the years proud. It is my duty to become as well educated as I can to in my own small silly part steward this ungrateful community as a way to give back by being an upright citizen with a profession and accomplishments, yes?

That is what keeps me going no matter what. The belief that I need to make the investments other people made in me worthwhile and not a waste of money and time."

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scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad:
I'll give it a shot.
Tue Feb 4, 2014, 11:17 AM
ZombieFritz:iconzombiefritz:
DRAW VENTURE BROS!!!! *Whispers* P....please? :P
Sun Feb 2, 2014, 9:46 PM
scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad:
Viva la personal shoutbox?
Mon Jun 10, 2013, 1:42 AM
FireChic86:iconfirechic86:
I know it.
Thu Apr 5, 2012, 7:05 PM
scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad:
You probably could teach me to shoot better.
Wed Apr 4, 2012, 12:20 PM
FireChic86:iconfirechic86:
I think I could teach you to shoot well. I can pick off just about any target.
Tue Apr 3, 2012, 4:41 PM
scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad:
I'd take you up on the latter but I have possibly the worst aim in if not human history, at least the western hemisphere...
Tue Apr 3, 2012, 2:12 PM
FireChic86:iconfirechic86:
Tea is always helpful. And so is SD gundam. Another thing I find relaxing is shooting.
Tue Apr 3, 2012, 8:32 AM
scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad:
True.
Mon Apr 2, 2012, 12:48 AM
Palandrose:iconpalandrose:
or a good match in SD gundam
Sat Mar 31, 2012, 5:29 PM
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SethEyles Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
By the way, heres a LlamaGive Me A Llama 
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SethEyles Featured By Owner Edited Jul 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
G'day Scholarwarrior-lad

I noticed that you had been looking for an active group where they allow Shadowrun based art to be posted, I first made my Deviant art account a year ago but only posted a few thing, dabbled then didn't really come back till almost a year later
(the present).

Since I've come back to deviant art I've submitted more art on my account, realized I could give away Llamas (yes I'm a noob) and join groups, so cool.
I've come to the same road blocks you have.
these groups haven't had a pulse since mid 2014.

I've noticed that your a seasoned and prestigious Deviant Artistist who knows his way around the deviant art block and has many friends and watchers.

Have you or any Deviants you know had any luck finding a reliable group that's still active and would accept my Shadowrun art?

Sincerely
Seth Eyles
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ChrisGranger Featured By Owner May 22, 2015
The average color of your avatar is #4F4840!
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner May 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Neato! [:] Ooh, Hexachrome! :chew:
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n0-username Featured By Owner May 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist

um, hello. I was wondering if u were interested in joining my group omi-artists. it a general art group meaning it accepts EVERYTHING. omiartists.deviantart.com/

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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
So, kind of like acceptallart.deviantart.com/ ? Well maybe.  I'll take a look at it.
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n0-username Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
yep
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TeddyTalkToMe Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015
:ihavecaek: :ihavecaek: :ihavecaek:  HAPPY BIRTHDAY !  :ihavecaek: :ihavecaek: :ihavecaek:
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Why thank you!
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Tylscifur Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday, amigo!
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Domo arigato
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Kajm Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks!
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MojoBrown Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
mutantmechanicalfrequencies.ba… My new album, mostly harmless... and full of good stuff. Give it a listen, why not? It's free!
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MojoBrown Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
dropped 2 new ones since then. mutantmechanicalfrequencies.ba… and mutantmechanicalfrequencies.ba… the first one is heavier stuff, and the second is mostly funky stuff, with occasional popish moments
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice! Will do.
:tunes:
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MojoBrown Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome, enjoy!
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
:tunes:
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ArtFunart4fun Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the Llama jump !!!
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scholarwarrior-lad Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
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